all your hopes and dreams, washing away silently

So…today makes 2 years since I joined buzznet and I’ve met some amazing people. i was trying to think of something to do for my 2 year anniversary and the day came up so quickly that I decided to go with my original idea… I planned to write a little something to the people that have meant a lot to me over these past 2 years…I wish I could write about everyone I’ve met but there’s just way too many people so I will write a general statement at the end for the rest of you because I care about everyone else too :) okay so here it goes (this isn’t in a specific order..)…

Tanner (12/28/07) – I’m sure I don’t have to tell you how much you mean to me… I still remember the day we met and the first conversation we ever had. Fireworks still remind me of you :) and you’ll always be my sexy boy ;) and I’ll always be your bagel girl :) I miss how we used to talk every day for hours..but you know I’ll wait for you. I made you wait long enough for me and I still regret it… I was wasting my time on someone else and missing out on you… but when I finally told you how I felt about you..it was the best decision I’ve ever made… I don’t like how we barely talk now but you still make me happy because I love you so much and I love being able to call you mine. Even though it doesn’t happen very frequently..whenever we talk..i can’t even explain how happy I am… even getting one note from you makes me smile so much. And the other night I was looking through all of my old notes to try to figure when I met someone and I kept reading all these old notes from you and I couldn’t stop laughing or smiling. You’re so funny and you can always make me smile :) You once told me that you thought the first person I’m with will really be my love..and all I can say is that you were right… no one knows exactly how I feel about you and I can’t even express how much I wish I could just be next you… I love you. Forever and ever. I promise. :) <36/26/08<3 (or the 25^th… whatever we go by… :P haha)

Zach (9/10/07) – you don’t have a buzznet anymore but you were a huge part of my buzznet experience (and my life in general…) as I’m sure you already know...so I decided to include you anyway… let me start by saying: you’re amazing. you were my best friend for awhile…and I loved every second of it. I love how everything reminds me of you..from cookies to the bathroom..simply because we talked about everythingggg. I loved talking to you for hours about absolutely everything that came into our heads and never getting bored of you. I love how we tried talking for 24 hours and you fell asleep on me…haha I wouldn’t try that with many other people… you were always there for me…and you were the only person that could make me feel better without me having to actually talk about what was bothering me… I’d be upset but then I’d talk to you and couldn’t help but laugh at what a dork you are. we’ve been through so much together…too many good times to count as well as some fights.. but through it all..i’ve never stopped loving you. I promised you that I’d never leave and I never will. I’ll always be here for you..no matter what. You meant everything to me…and I guess you still do…but I’ve been using past tense because things aren’t like that anymore… but I’ll never forget any of it. And you’ll always be my snowflake. And I’ll always love you.<3

Aly (4/06/08) – smiling laughing buddy! :D I love youuu. Our conversations consist of just talking about any random thing that you or I think of and I love it haha. You’re so talented and you’re such a great person. I’m so glad I met you :) you always listen to me when I feel the need to rant..and I really appreciate it. I’ve saved everything you’ve ever made for me and I love how you have an Alicia folder :D haha. I love having you as a friend and you mean so much to me. And I love laughing and smiling with you ;) I love you Aly :D<3

Marissa (11/25/07) – tiramisu! It’s always great talking to you :) I wish we could talk more than just on the weekendsss :/ because you’re awesome :) don’t forgetttt: you’re the awesomely awesome kid with the awesomely awesome super powers :D haha I can’t even remember how that thing started… it’s funny though :P obviously we’re just awesome like that ;) and you’re not on buzznet a lot but I’m going to make you come on to read this :P anyways..I always look forward to talking to you. :) thanks for being an awesome friend :) I love youuuu :)<3

Trisha – Trishakins! I wish I could figure out when we met but since you deleted your old buzznet..i can’t look through my messages forever to try to find out…haha. I’m so glad that you’re back on buzznetttt :) I missed youuuu. We have good times :) always being cooooollll ;) but you’re cooler than me ;D and I appreciate you always listening to me.. I feel like I always try to not talk about certain things but they end up coming up anyway and I feel bad that you always have to listen to it… but you never seem to care and I’m really thankful because sometimes you’re the only one that understands. So thanks for listening :) Andd I love how we always have new mysteries to solve as different famous detectives haha. And I love how we always talk about cute boys :P Now all we have to do is stop being so shy ;) haha. I love you cool buddy :)<3

Jade (4/22/07) – oodle! We met so long ago… almost 2 years ago! :O just a few more months :P anywayyy..i lovee talking to youu :) and trying to take over your notes! I’m so glad you came back on buzznetttt I missed youuu when you were gone D: but now we don’t even need to talk on buzznet so yay :D and double yay for Chewbacca aka Chewie our magical rainbow pony! I love him. He’s awesome. And you’re awesome tooo :D I love youuu candy land buddy!<3

Taylor – we didn’t meet on buzznet…as you know…haha. (and therefore..i don’t know exactly when we met…) But I have talked to you on buzznet before..sometimes LIKE THIS D: because we’re cool like that. haha so I thought I’d throw you in here :P honestly I didn’t know how we’d get along when I first IMed you but you’re really fun to talk to :) we talked about a lottt of different things during our first conversation…haha it was entertaining. But talking to you is always entertaining ;) on a side note..i just want to thank you for listening to me even when you had your own crap to deal with.. you’re an awesome person. :) Love youu :)<3

Amelia (1/17/08) – Ameliaaaa :) we used to talk soo much in messages..haha. we don’t really talk anymore though :/ that makes me sad.. we always used to be there for each other..helping each other and talking about what was bothering us.. and of course having good, happy conversations in between there somewhere..haha. it was nice :) I’ll always be here for you if you need to talk about anything :) I love youu :)<3

Kathy (5/6/08) – hug buddyyyy :) I love your hugs :) and I love when you send me random notes saying “I love you” they make me smile :) I know you’ve had some rough times but I’ll alwaysss be here for you if you need to talk :) I love talking to you and your sexy panda smileys ;) haha. I love youu :)<3

Nefy (5/20/07) – party buddyyyy :) we used to party allll the time..we had some wild parties, didn’t we? ;) you’re never on buzznet anymore but I’m going to tell you to come on and read this..haha. we should start talking more again..we used to talk a lot.. I miss youu. Let’s have more parties soon. K? k. :D love youu :)<3

Jeff (9/9/08) – drawing buddyyyyy :) I miss you :( I wish you were on more because I love talking to you :) you can always make me laugh :) we have good times. Especially when we draw together :D that’s always fun. Even though I think we’ve only done it once…? Haha well anyway it doesn’t matter. I hope we can talk soonnn. I love youuuuu :)<3

Leena (3/2/07) – muffin! Wow we met forever ago…haha. I wish we talked to moree :/ but it’s always fun talking to you :) I’m not really sure what we talk about half the time… I can’t remember…haha but it’s always a fun conversation :P I do remember when I started calling you muffin though… you called me muffin..after you said something..and I said I had never been called muffin before and you said you wanted to be called muffin or something…so I started calling you muffin :D haha. And you started calling me weeshe :D yayy good times :) haha. I love you muffin!<3

Everyone - I have soo many more people I wish I could write about…but man..these things take a long time…haha. And this day came so fast that I didn’t have a lot of time to do this :/ but I hope that everyone I care about and appreciate knows that I do care about them :) I want to thank everyone. That means: anyone that has listened to me when I was down, anyone that made me laugh or smile, anyone that took the time to have a conversation with me (no matter how short), anyone that has even taken the time to stop by and say hello or thank me for a comment I left them or wish me a happy holiday etc., anyone that has commented/buzzed my stuff, anyone that has added me as a favorite, and even anyone that has given me something nice to comment/buzz/suggest to be featured. :) I love buzznet. I think the people that are on here are amazing and extremely talented. Sometimes I think about how long I’ll be on this site for but it’s hard to imagine not coming on it every day… I love the friends I’ve made and I’m still open to meeting more :) yayy 2 years :D<3